Timing is everything.

I can't stop thinking.

I can't stop thinking about this.

I can't stop thinking about that.

I can't stop thinking about the way things play out.

I believe that whatever will be, will be.

I believe that everything happens for a reason.

I can usually hold to these beliefs,

but for the first time in a while,

I want things to work out.

I want my dreams to become reality.

It's one never-ending story.

Every time I go to turn a new page, 

or start a new chapter,

I end up right back where I started.

I feel like certain things are truly meant to be.

There's something always drawing me back.

So here I sit again.

I was perfectly fine,

but now,

my head is reeling,

my heart starts racing,

and I get lost in memories, and distant dreams of what could be.

Dreams of what I want to be.

Timing really is everything isn't it?

Maybe it's the universe sending a sign,

but this really is something.

I can feel it.

Is it worth it to take a risk?

Is it worth it to take a chance,

to take it again?

While I sit and tell myself to stope thinking such absurdities,

I can't help but wonder as my mind wanders.

I guess you never know unless you try.

While I sit and wait for everything to play out,

I'll hold to my dreams,

but always remember in my heart that what is meant to be,

will simply be.

-K