I can't stop thinking.
I can't stop thinking about this.
I can't stop thinking about that.
I can't stop thinking about the way things play out.
I believe that whatever will be, will be.
I believe that everything happens for a reason.
I can usually hold to these beliefs,
but for the first time in a while,
I want things to work out.
I want my dreams to become reality.
It's one never-ending story.
Every time I go to turn a new page,
or start a new chapter,
I end up right back where I started.
I feel like certain things are truly meant to be.
There's something always drawing me back.
So here I sit again.
I was perfectly fine,
but now,
my head is reeling,
my heart starts racing,
and I get lost in memories, and distant dreams of what could be.
Dreams of what I want to be.
Timing really is everything isn't it?
Maybe it's the universe sending a sign,
but this really is something.
I can feel it.
Is it worth it to take a risk?
Is it worth it to take a chance,
to take it again?
While I sit and tell myself to stope thinking such absurdities,
I can't help but wonder as my mind wanders.
I guess you never know unless you try.
While I sit and wait for everything to play out,
I'll hold to my dreams,
but always remember in my heart that what is meant to be,
will simply be.
-K