The question of FATE.

Sometimes, I stay up at late at night and wonder to myself, are people fated to be together?
I don't exactly know how that's supposed to be true.
But I guess I believe in soul mates,
whether you end up with that perfect person in the end or not.
With so many people in the world is it even possible?
Is there such a thing as fate?
Or is it all just coincidence?
I feel like certain people are meant to be together.
But sometimes, there is that one person you just keep going back to.
You know they are perfect for you, and "fate" just keeps bringing you together.
Like Carrie and Big from Sex and the City.
Everytime I watch that show I just know they are meant for each other.
There's something between them,
an unbreakable bond.
Through thick in thin they find one another again.
After different relationships and lots of change there is always that love there.
Even friendship for them was, as I saw it, something more.
You could see it in the way they looked at each other.
The unspeakable truth.
Of course, like every wonderful television show, they end up getting married.
The ultimate couple, meant to be from the very beginning.
This gives the rest of the world that small twinge of hope;
from the one that always gets away to the one that spends forever in your arms.
I hope at least to find a person that I love, and will always be there for me.
I want a best friend, and complete irrevocable love.
Who knows if they will be my soul mate, but as long as happiness is involved then what does it really matter?
So here's to true love and the happiness that ensues.
FOREVER and ALWAYS.
-K

The Little Things

Take a look around you.
Really take everything in.
Don't miss out on the beauty that surrounds you.
Beauty may be in the eye of the beholder,
but it can be found in the littlest things.
I see it everyday:
in the sun shining on the sea,
in the clear blue sky,
in the majestic mountains in the distance.
It's everywhere I look.
Everyone should take out time in their day to see things like this.
Take a break from the routine,
see the beauty in the simple things of life.
This reminds me how amazing life is,
and that I want to live mine to the fullest.
You can only live forever once, so nows the time.
No more regrets, just living in the moment.
Every mistake has only led me to bigger and better changes.
Yet another beautiful thing in life.
Some doors may close, but a another one is bound to open with more opportunity if you keep your head high and believe in yourself always.
As I fall asleep,
I remind myself of all the beauty in my life; past and present.

"I believe in memories because they look so, so pretty when I sleep. And when I wake up, you look so pretty, sleeping next to me."

Take it all in.
No matter how much we want it to the moments can't last forever, but we will always have our dreams to remenisce.
Believe in yourself, and don't forget to look at the little things,
sometimes they make the biggest differences in our lives.
-K

Butterflies and Happiness.

I believe in a thing called LOVE.
There is nothing that compares to being head over heels for someone.
That feeling can make you smile all the time, and put all your worries away.
It's more than wonderful.
That feeling that takes your breath away and leaves you speechless.
It fills your dreams with such splendor.
Love is an all encompassing kind of thing,
it slows down time,
and all you can see is each other.
Even while writing about it I can't help but smile as I reminisce.
I love the butterflies you get when you're in love.
They make you feel like you can do anything.
I love unconditional love.
Love is amazing, but sometimes it can't last forever.
But what's life without falling in love,
closing your eyes and taking that giant leap.
It's one of those chances worth taking.
I never regret being in love,
I just remember it with a smile on my face.
I was lucky enough to know what true love feels like.
Now I know what true love looks like, and how being in love should be.
I look forward to the day when prince charming finds my glass slipper and sweeps me off my feet,
because every girl wants that fairytale romance right?
Well, I can't speak for everyone, but this girl sure does.
Now to end with one of my favorite quotes:

We laughed until we had to cry, we loved right down to our last goodbye, but over the years we'll smile and recall, for just one moment we had it all.

A letter for you.

Look me in the eyes and tell me again.
Only then will I know if you are telling the truth.
Even then I can never be truly sure.
You are quite good at deceiving.
You have so many faces.
Who are you?
Who were you?
I feel like you still don't know.
Will you ever really know who you are?
Try this:
be HONEST with yourself.
Be honest to others.
Be honest to me.
I miss you.
The person you used to be when you were just with me.
I loved that person.
I saw it again recently for just a brief moment,
and let me just say, it was wonderful.
You should always be that person.
It suits you the best.
I hope time allows you to find out who you really are.
Just remember,
follow your heart and do what you want to do, not what others say you must do.
It's your life, so go out and live it.
Be kind. Be sincere. Most of all be YOU.
-K

Sweet Disposition.

I love good people.
They truly are few and far between,
but it's always nice when you find one.
I wish more people would be true to themselves.
I wish more people would be honest.
I wish more people wouldn't pass judgment on others so quickly.
To make it plain and simple, I wish for good heartedness.
I like being friendly,
even to those who may not deserve it from me.
I believe what is in the past should remain there.
It's time to live in the now,
and keep looking forward to what can and will be.
I believe in FORGIVE and FORGET.
Everyone deserves a chance in the here and now.
Maybe at 11:11 one of my many wishes will come true.
Cheers to humanity,
may you work to be kind, friendly, and loving to all.
-K

A little bit country.

Country music reminds me of never ending days, sunny weather, car rides with the windows down and the music blasting, best friends, and SUMMER. The time to make memories and live life to the fullest. My favorite season and my favorite music all rolled up into one under the warm summer sun. I miss the easy going lazy days and being home with so many familiar faces and loved ones. I plan on making this summer the best it can possibly be. Who knows what will happen? It's a blank page that I cannot wait to fill in with unforgettable moments and memories. I want to take this summer to get in touch with myself again. Maybe I will fall in love, then fall out of it, then maybe right back in. Maybe I will be the happiest I have been in a long while. Maybe my dreams and wishes will finally come true. I know one thing for sure, I will be living in the moment. No regrets, I want to revel in every experience. I feel like this summer will be one to remember. And it will all start with a road trip home, the windows down, and country music blasting from my stereo. Dear summer, please hurry.
-K